luahan hati.. :(

Ku sedar ku tak seberapa
Jika dibanding mereka
Yang jauh lebih megah dari diri ini

Apa yang mampu ku berhias
Hanyalah hati yang ikhlas
Terpendam simpan untuk dia yang sudi

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Mencintai aku bukan kerana rupa
Dalam waktu sedu
Dalam waktu hiba
Ku harapkan dia rela

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Sanggup menerima insan tak sempurna
Atau mungkin cinta sebegitu hanya
Kisah dongeng saja

Belum pernah ku merasakan
Dipeluk dalam dakapan
Eratnya melindungi jiwa rapuh ini

Sanubariku memerlukan
Kehadiran seorang teman
Tulus mencurah kasih sepenuh hati

got to go...!!

This time I'm gonna live my life
I ain't no stepford wife
No I ain't perfect
Gonna find somebody who's worth it
And no you ain't that person
Coz i caught you constantly flirtin'
With my best friend

So I guess I'll say goodbye
I'll find me another guy

Why (why why why)
You always makin' me
Cry (cry cry cry)
No I can't stand it
No you can't be my man
It don't matter who you are,
Even if you were a star
You've got to go
(Go go go go go go)

Read my lips I'm leavin'
And no no I ain't teasin'
This time it's for real
Gotta find you another girl
Coz this one sure ain't stayin
By the time you finish what you're sayin'
I'll be gone

you're not sorry..♥

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around


You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh


Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before


But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh


You're not sorry no no ohhh


You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade


So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh


You're not sorry, no no ohhh....

assalamualaikum...selamat berpuasa..!!!

hi all..lama dah x update my blog..sampai terlupa password...tp nasib baik ingt..so bole la yna share ape perasaan yana skrg...hihihi..

apepun, yana nak ucapkan selamat berpuasa to all.. hope puasa tahun ni lebih bermakna..tapi bg yana, thn ni mcm x brapa best..ntah la...xtau nape.. mybe sbb jarang dpt jumpa dia...sebab thn lps selalu gk kiteorang berbuka sama2...tapi nk wt cmne kn...masing2 busy..

apapun, rindu tu dah terubat skit bila dia dtg temankan yana semalam...dapat berbuka sama2.. bahagia sgt..mybe sbb dah lama x jumpa..perasaan tu lain skit...yg sedihnya, lepas raya br dpt jumpa balik...sebabnya..? mcm yg yna ckp td,komitment kje...so kena la terima..

hmm...dah taktau la nk ckp apa...ni pn juz nk share2 je perasaan yna skrg... bercampur baur..ntah la..biar je la yana je yg tahu.. apapun, semoga segala yg diimpikan akan tercapai..sharing is caring... ^_^

Ku susuri malam ini
Yang tidak berbintang sunyi sepi
Juga rembulan dah menghilang
Dalam kelam ku sendiri

Ku mencari hembus bayu
Yang selalu berbisik madah rindu
Kini membisu dalam sayu
Tidak ku temu suaramu


Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku
Di saat ku perlukanmu
Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu
Di sini ku tersedu-sedu

Setelah cinta pergi
Ku mengusung duka ini diiringi
Kisah janji dimungkiri lagi

Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku
Di saat ku perlukanmu
Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu
Di sini ku tersedu-sedu

Setelah cinta pergi
Ku mengusung duka ini
Diiringi

Kisah janji...Dimungkiri
Dimungkiri.....

Sia-sia ku....Mencintaimu
Setia padamu.....Percayakanmu

Sebak dadaku...Retak hatiku
Luka jiwaku...Dihiris pilu

Sia-siaku...Mencintaimu
Setia padamu..Percayakanmu

Sebak dadaku..Retak hatiku
Luka jiwaku...Dihiris pilu

Beribu sesalanku..........

Bila tgk gambar ni, teringat thn lepas, mlm sblm birthday aku, bf aku yg tersayang dtg.. suprised lak tu...rasa terharu sgt..dtg dari kuala selangor sampai cheras, naik moto pulak tu dgn bwk kek birthday, teddy bear besar...terharu sgt2.. sweetnya bila tgk dia da ada kt depan umh sblm pukul 12 tgh mlm dgn bear digendong kt belakang dia..sweet sgt...x sangka dia buat semua tu untuk aku..really appreciated..aku sayang dia sgt2..aku harap kiteorg dpt bersama selamanya..mungkin skrg belum masanya utk aku bersatu..insyaallah..doakan jodoh kami...

i Love u b..so much 4 ever...mmuaahh

Thanks for everything...

Kau Pergi..Semoga Tenang Di Sana.. :'(

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Hari ni aku dapat berita yang agak menyedihkan... tadi ex bf aku call...dia bg
tau ex staff yg dulu keje dgn aku kat 7 eleven,  da meninggal malam td.. terkejut gak la sebab tak sangka secepat tu dia pergi..umo dia pn sebaya dgn aku..anak2 pun kecil lagi.

paling aku sedih, anak2 dia...yg sulung tu darjah 1.. sedih sgt la..kecik2 lagi da hilang ibu yg tersayang...aku mmg da lama tau dia selalu sakit..dulu pn masa aku keje dgn dia, dia selalu sakit2.. akhirnya, dia pergi..mungkin dia dah lama menderita dengan penyakit buah pinggang dia..da bertahun2..huhu..

aku teringat time dulu2, masa kerja dgn dia..dia mmg friendly..selalu bwk makanan utk kwn2..mulut dia pn mmg bising jer..dulu masa dia pregnant anak ke 2, dia salu naik angin..yg jadi mangsa aku la..sampai dia taknak bertegur dgn aku time dia pregnant..tp aku x kisah,sbb aku fhm dia tgh pregnant..tp bila da bersalin, trus dia okey balik dgn aku..klakar kan...dulu masa kerja kiteorang salu sama shift..mmg kiteorg bkwn baik time tu..heheee..

dulu,masa aku baru kje 7e,tak silap aku, dia la dulu yg aku, kenen2 kan aku dgn ex bf aku tu..kalau tak, mungkin aku x kenal dia..tp tu cerita lama...biarlah...sekarang semua da tinggal kenangan..

aku still sedih la..aku kesian kt anak2 dia...kesian kt husband dia.. aku mmg x sangka secepat ni dia akan pergi.. apapun,aku doakan agar rohnya dicucuri rahmat..mungkin dia dah lama menderita.. aku doakan semoga dia tenang di sana..

selamat tinggal kawanku... :'(
al fatihah...